Confessions before dawn.

Actually I didn’t have any plans to go out today. I planned that I was gonna do some budget revision, making pig ears and snouts for Ghaida and just wait for something to happen. If nothing had happened, I might end up seeing The Fault In Our Stars (again, for the 3rd time. Let me spare you the details about why I watched it 3 times).

Then, Rena called to update me on a venue we had planned to use for an event and we decided to meet up in the 7 eleven downstairs in my apartment building. Being the bum that I am, I thought, “Nah, I don’t need to shower before going downstairs”. Wrong.

Turned out that 7 eleven was full and we went to Central Park instead. “Did you shower?”, should you ask. “It’s only five minutes away from my home’ I’ll shower when I get back.” Again, wrong decision.

I had received a very tangible email from a Japanese business colleague. In regards to that we had to go to Grand Indonesia to have a meeting with him… with me in the state of un-showered.

If that weren’t enough, my boyfriend said he was free tonight and ask me out for a date. But it didn’t end there, because someone spotted me and came up to chat. He was the guy from Google who is interested in doing some collaborations with JS.

So yeah, of all the days not to take a shower, I had to pick this particular day =-= But no worries, even though I’ve been through all that, I still smelled decent XD

#Unexpected #UMad #YYuNoShower #Confession

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Yesterday, I met with a young successful CEO from a Japanese company. He said he failed a lot when he was young, a lot of people said he had foolish dreams but he went on with it. One of the thing he said that struck a core was that, “In life, making a decision is not choosing the right one out of many and based on what other people think. The most important thing is deciding on something that you trust the most. Work hard and trust yourself enough, so that you can prove to yourself that you were right.”

Ten years ago today, I was supposed to see my first L’Arc~en~Ciel concert ever. I had won a ticket for a special show that I got from entering a lucky number from the album SMILE. Being _just_ your typical broke college student, I was unable to attend the concert and I gave the tickets away to my friend who wasn’t a fan of L’Arc~en~Ciel but had helped me enter the number through her phone. Being a loyal fan for 6 years, at the time, I was so devastated at the time and a friend comforted me that this wasn’t a set back but a trigger so that I do more than just see them live in concert.

Fast forward to now, that moment had really been the turning back point to my somewhat whirlwind life :) Even though some see it as useless, I have focused my life to that one band. The dream went on being from seeing them live to seeing them live in Japan to inviting them to Indonesia. It may not be L’Arc~en~Ciel, but the experience that I got from working with VAMPS was priceless.

So, really never let anyone tell you that your dreams are foolish and useless. Trust yourself enough to make your dreams come true. The only one you need to prove yourself to is you.

 

 

 

 

 

初夢-hatsuyume-

7ShatteredGlasPropsKitIt was a topic earlier today when I talked to my friend, Rena and for no reason in particular I feel like sharing it with the rest of you.

I was awake in this big hotel room and I noticed that my boyfriend was still sleeping on the bed. Then I felt twitches on the palm of my left hand.  When I looked down to see it there were shards of glass poking out from the skin. I started pulling them out one by one when two bodyguards (apparently they were my bodyguards) approached me and asked if they could do anything to help. I declined and told them to just get my luggage out of the room and I continued pulling out shards of glass from the palm of my hand. It didn’t really hurt because some of it where not deep enough to cause any bleeding. When the shards where all taken out, I went to the sink to wash my hands and I felt there were something similar to grains of sands in my mouth. It occurred to me that that was also glass. So, I calmly spew it out in to the sink until it was all gone.

I had weird dreams before; I had weird lucid dreams before, so when I woke up this dream hardly surprises me. Even my character in the dream was composed. Since everyone made a fuss about their first dream of the year and what they meant, like any person in the 21st century would, I googled it up. The result and my personal interpretation is as followed:

“To see broken glass in your dream signifies disappointments and negative changes in your life.” Since I tried to get the shards of broken glasses out from the palm of my hand, it probably means that I’m trying to get rid of disappointments and any negativity in my life. When people offered their help, I still insisted that I should do it on my own.

“To dream that you are eating glass highlights your vulnerability, confusion and frailty. You may have difficulties in communicating your thoughts across and getting the right words out.” The thing is that in this dream, I’m spewing glass not eating them, so probably I need to get rid of vulnerability and probably should try my best to get my thoughts across.

So, if this Hatsuyume thing really means something, 2014 is gonna be a year of personal growth more than anything else.

Pic credit: http://www.moonstruckeffects.com/fake-glass-shards They have cool special effects make up. You guys should check them out!

A Short Retrospect of 2013

 

ImageHello, citizens of earth! As we are reaching toward the end of 2013, I think it would be proper if I wrote some retrospect of the year that has brought me so much adventure. Usually, I don’t write this sort of entries in my blog, but since it is a year of adventure, let’s delay no more!

2013 started off like a plateau since I’m still figuring out what I want to do for the rest of the year and the rest of my life for that matter. I had a short stint managing a local band under a Japanese label, until I finally decided that this was not what I wanted to do in life. If I wanted to do some managing, I wouldn’t have left my previous job at JKT48. My boss at the time had asked me what I really wanted to do, since he thought I could get things done as long as I’m passionate about it. It came to mind that I’m really, really passionate about music and attending live concerts. Up until that moment I had probably went to more than ten live concerts outside Indonesia. I’ve always liked going to events and working on events. Around that time, I had the idea of wanting to invite VAMPS to do a concert Indonesia. At first I discussed with my friends over at PopConAsia whether it would be possible to have them there, but alas, it didn’t fall through. So, the plan went back to the drawing board. But let’s back up on VAMPS for a while since it took place recently and was the main highlight of the year. 

Early 2013, I had decided that I really wanted to focus on Japanese Station. Japanese Station was a news portal founded by my friend, Daniel, in 2011. I first met Daniel when he came to do a live report of JKT48’s temporary theatre. We became good friends after we went to Kuala Lumpur to see MIYAVI’s concert in 2012. Initially, I wanted to have a chance to interview MIYAVI as a reporter for Japanese Station and he was okay with the idea. I got a lot of opportunity to meet up with a lot of Japanese artists by being somewhat of a reporter for Japanese Station. I saw a lot of potential in it and thought that it could expand its business other than just being a news portal if someone had focus more in it. And that is what I did. 

My initial project in Japanese Station was its JS Navigator that was to be the face of Japanese Station, which act somewhat of a newscaster/talent. I need not explain about this since you can look them up in Japanese Station. My second big project was Hyper Wave Festival 2013. We were to set things in gear and invite VAMPS to do a live concert in Indonesia. The plan was back on the table when one day I had this dream of working on their live concert in Indonesia and later that day, my friend, Alicka, called me up asking me to bring VAMPS to Indonesia. After that I was really focused on doing that one thing. It wasn’t smooth sailing from the beginning, the partnership didn’t fall through, several times I thought about calling it quits, there was problem with the concept of the whole show, the name had to be changed several times, the this-and-that and the tit-for-tats. But despite all that, I can safely say that I’m glad that I stuck with it and see it through until the end. Something didn’t happen the way I idealised them, but things happened the way they should and that was more that good enough for me.  

Both good and bad things happened in 2013. I meet a lot of new people and learned a lot of new things. 2013 was a year of working my wretched ass off and making my dreams come true which in turn brought me to a state of enlightenment. It was a testament that anything can happen and that dreams are within our grasp if you try and reach for it. All in all, it was a hell of a good year.

Rinintha, Revamped!

As you might have noticed, I spruced up the site ^^. I was thinking that a new look on the might work wonders to spark my interest on writing again in this blog. I am trying to at least post at least a few entries a week like I used, too. I really hope I can make the time to write.

Recently, I am really swamped with work… in a good way that I don’t lose all connection to humanity. After a long while, I’m actually busy doing something that I’m really excited about. I think it is safe to say that I have gotten out the burn-out out of my system.

Japanese Station

I’m a part of Japanese Station now, which is a Japanese news portal. We are now branching out and we currently have new divisions in Japanese Station. I’m currently in-charge in the creative department which oversees the talent and event divisions. To be honest, since we are a start-up company, we are actually a few hands short in a few places. Since I’m really caught up doing events lately, I really feel that the talent division is falling behind =-=;

Do to the amount of work my sleep cycle is really messed up and it’s like I’m living in a whole different time zone. A few days ago my friend called me at six in the morning and asked me to run with her in Senayan. She was surprised that I picked up the phone on the first ring and that I was already awake at 6 A.M. I had to excuse myself from joining her run because I just finished working and was just about to go to sleep.

Recently a day in

my life looked like this:

12:00     Wake up and look for latest SNS notifications, emails, news
13:30     Breakfast
14:00     Shower
15:00     Leave Apartment
15:30     Work / Hanging out / Brainstorming
02:00     Finish work
03:00     On twitter / tumblr occasionally emailing cute puppy / kitten / bunny pics to friends and/or significant other and write a blog entry.
04:00     Sleep

It might seem like I’m a total bum for waking up at 12 AM or even later, but after that I really do work into the wee hours of the night. I find that my daily life cycle is pretty effective since there are little to no distractions at night. You can actually hear yourself think and have all kinds of ideas. But alas, I do realize that it is not healthy to have this kind of life =-=; And even I do have friends that are joining me in this time zone, I am well aware that most of my friends and my boyfriend do not share the same luxury to sleep until noon. As I am finishing this last paragraph, it’s already 5.23 in the morning. I should really get back to normal sleeping hours soon :D